Saturday, February 27, 2010
How is everybody doing?
Hai. Same sentiments I had with Deric. And like what I told my Mum, I don't seem to have enjoyed much during CNY, due to the heavy hectic studying schedule I have. Though I know that there are still many people around worse than me. With tight timings to rush to meet the dateline of FYP, projects and assignments.Frankly, I don't feel at all good since the start of 2010. Maybe perhaps I am easily tensed when I see piling work and difficult content to deal with this sem 2. Friendships wise, I always think that there is a change around me. Change is constant and inevitable right? I feel that I'm getting apart and apart from people around me. But, I have gotten over this feeling already. People do change right? Just that drastic changes are scary, real scary til I don't recognise people anymore. Relationships wise, I have to get used to the life after the change of my traffic light colour from amber back to green again. Evergreen. Thinking of there is nobody who will be of that concern to you when you are tired, sad, happy, or whatever, or sending you back home late at nights, accompanying you for dinner before you go to BS classes. There is a change between us, for the reason that I don't really figure out or not sure of, too. Perhaps a break in the tension of the kite's string will be better for the time being. Sometimes I do get very sad when I got reminded of the fond memories I spent with my amber, til I cried for don't know how many days and weeks. I want my real self back. These are changes that I have to deal with, crossing obstacles every now and then.
I am seriously of a study-minded mood now. I need to get my results right. Sometimes thinking of departing for Genting tomorrow is bored because I want to hibernate after 7 weeks of tiredness - physcially, mentally, psychologically. Perhaps I could take this 3 days of to enjoy myself before I can run for the full marathon all the way til exams. Hmm... I dislike the journey of travelling all the way up and all the way down. (Because everytime the driver don't stop for toilet breaks, my bladder not very strong leh? HAHAHAHAHAHA.... )
I hope the fireworks tomorrow night at Genting will cheer me up. Yuan xiao jie kuai le!
By the way, looking at Deric's photo tempts me about mahjong! Can we play it one day? After exams? Who knows how to play mahjong?
made a wish at 8:42 PM
0 visitors came knocking on my door .. without presents
0 visitors came knocking on my door .. without presents
