Friday, January 22, 2010

I must admit these days I really do not have time to do the things I used to do like chatting away with friends or slacking around and talking cox after dinner. I can no longer be on FB 24/7 either T-T. I am not complaining that I do not have enough time as I think time is created (by us of course) so if I say I don't have time I guess it's something wrong with me (not with time :P). Just that I don't know why I started FYP last April and now it is still chasing after me. I guess partly is because my fund has come in a tad late =_=

But well, in the past 12 hours I have had 7 hours of interviewing and being interviewed for job and for FYP @-@ I wonder if this is what final year is all about. People say we should treasure these last uni moments but how can we treasure when the uncertainty of the future is waiting for us and leaving us with no choice but getting up in arms now. Am I too young for final year? Or am I too young to leave school and get thrown into the madly chaotically turbulent world outside this Pulau NTU?

I dropped French level 2. I have always loved French and this is the first time I dropped something I love in order to get prepared for something else bigger. But I have always wondered if it is always good to listen to the brain too much and forgo what the heart has to say?

Time is of the essence. If only it could be bottled and sold like Brand's Essence of Chicken or Prune Essence then life would be so much easier.

With this kind of schedule, my last 3 months in this university will be gone without me ever realizing it.

Picking up from where the cai peng saga left off, if life is like a bowl of cai peng, I guess my bowl is overflowing or I am too fed up with the foods? Or am I having indigestion!!? Or do I want to change the dishes?!?

I need to go and see doctor about my appetite I guess!